Sunday, May 09, 2004

haiz.. esplanade~hu de chuan qi~ its all over.. so saddening.. i mean.. all thw while people were going mad over rehearsals.. training.. n no schooling.. den now.. its like.. all over.. the rooms.. the toilet.. the mirror with light bulbs (which ms wee is super scared of.. cuz she burnt her pvc bag).. the jie ling gus, the chuan deng song.. the band.. choir.. ochestrs.. audience.. the ambience.. the super duper gross food.. and the irritating esplanade chers( some fat bitch, old hag, and this helper hu act chio n a know-it-all-cuz-im-in-charge) kinda attitude.. i duno lahz.. somehow life juz feels different.. im def gonna miss the stage.. n the backstage.. and unlike some ppl.. hu ish jealous cuz she got no guts to admit tt she likes someone.. n hope ppl dun say... n jealous of sth to do with some ppls numbers.. cuz she no guts to ask n even talk to em.. cuz she suckx.. ok.. dun spoil the blog entry.. alot of things happened.. like.. quarrels.. cold wars.. scoldings.. n its like.. some ppl so super despo.. chase a bus all e way juz to get the jieling gu ppls numbers n signatures.. its not as if they r stars r wad.. but if u dun even talk to em den u juz go.. its like so despo.. n she is like 2 yrs older dem em.. despo.. so one of the main main characters big deal.. everyone can wad.. juz tt dey no chance onli.. i mean.. slacking in the dressing rooms.. waitin for rehearsals n the show to start.. is def worth to be missed.. i mean.. its like a reali reali grand experience tt not many ppl can afford or get.. being on stage in the esplanade, with the lights.. the demons.. the villagers.. the dancers.. everything.. n some ex cchsm students hu graduated.. almost cried when they sang the school song.. i mean.. n some ppl cried when the show was over.. oknla.. usual.. duno la.. sry for like so long nv blog or sth.. was bz with rehearsals n stuff.. n im gonna miss the costumes, headgear, tongues, shoes, cufflinks, pants, shirt n demon king.. n alot of stuff.. its like.. so unexplainable.. duno lahs.. bduen i reali got pissed with teachers.. cu some cchsm teachers reali suck to the core.. n when i comment tt i dun like mi chi teahe.. ms raj will go.."she doesn't noe wad she is talking about".. like obviously.. cuz u suck too.. n im like wad the hell.. den the next day for lunch.. mi juniors take lunch from there themselves.. cuz they got permission from another cher cuz we rushing for time.. den tt fat bitch goes "wushu.. i nv assignu all lunch.. how can u take it yourself.. im in charge" n i replied nicely 'but its all the same anyway.. wads the difference, they started eating already.. juz try n make it rite la..' den she stare at me like im some kinda alien.. n she scod sth.. den i stare back.. den go cook mi noodles in a bad mood.. n slam the dressing rm door n eat inside.. n TEACHERS GOSSIP ALOT.. LIKE YEO N GAN.. N ALOT OF OTHERS I DUN WANNA MENTION.. den ms wee ask mi go apologise to tt fat bitch.. n i screamed.. over my dead body.. hope she heard me saying tt.. n calling her a fat bitch.. n the old hag.. yang.. also lidat.. she gg to pack oni.. haven pack yet.. den i wanna cook noodles like boil water or sth.. den she scold say going to pack.. cannot.. den im like.. the bus is going after the show is over.. not now.. den i asked NICELY.. den she ranted at me.. den i scold say.. dun eat dun eat la.. im not like raj anyway.. keep all the school food and eat herself.. sch food is rubbish anyway.. so u eat la.. hahas.. so shuang.. den some ppl like to flirt with ppl's guys.. i mean.. she juz does it in front of the whole bus when they fetching us from sch to esplanade.. n im like.. wtf.. n she claims to be one of her good frens.. wadeva la.. flirting is common anyway.. but too much is gross.. den mi mum.. so f up.. go the pool factor oni wad.. den she go say wad.. im banned from arcades n pool places.. cuz got alot of bad ppl.. den will smoke n all tt crap.. den im like.. smoking is banned from air conned places.. den she scold alot.. den say cannot.. harlo?! its my life.. not yours.. i can choose u noe.. not as if i can't.. u gave mi a chance to live in this world.. but anyway.. ya la.. happy mothers day.. ok i dun feel like myself today.. scolding n all.. but den i luv the esplanade.. gonna miss the ppl.. n audience.. n directors, stage managers, props ppl, wadrobe babes.. asst stage manager.. and alot la.. juz indescribable.. unexplainable.. its an experience of the lifetime.. n the best part is.. we got to keep part of the costumes n our backstage passes!!.. but stil.. LAKE ODYSSEY ROCKS ON.. ~jing wei~ {qi wei qi wei} n the best part ^tao tai lang^ rock on chung cheng.. [students, mr tan, ms wee, ms cheong, n the 1999-2003 batch of wushu dudes n dudettes, n most actors, n cchb jie ling gu ppl.. ROCK ON EDPLANADE!!!!]... i miss everything le la.. haiz.. wish i can stay dere 4eva...

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