bleah :P tts wad mii niiu penciil box sayys.
wadevaa iis wadd yumms dee niiu penciilbox saayz//
life sux iis wad mii bro's niiu pencil box sayys[[
oh man! iis wadd dxx niiu penciil boxx sayys ]]
do i luk as if i care? yepp. i do//
these few days mii bz wiidd talentiime prac cush alotta gps all doiin iit thiis yr. yepp. sho we gotta jia you lo!~
//dreamMakerS]]::
sho err... liifes lidat. sch's boring cuz of some ppl and some stuffs. i mean why dunch ppl see her real face. she's sucha a bitch. wadeva larr. not mii prob aniiwaex.
sho erm. traini's tough these days. its alreadii tiriin thiinking of how to get miiself to school, facing all the probs i have. well, we gotta buy our own biao yan fu alreadii. siian. i duno wad colour i wann. i tell miii mummi about the thingy den i ask her go ask dadii den she juz say u go order lorhx.
so shuang kuai.
erm. downs and ups occur lar. so im kinda down? well, at least dx n chris cheered mii up realii well at orchad on sunday. and MUMMII im so so sawree i cuden joiin you all fer ur bdae clebratiion!!~ it was kinda laz min. im so sp sry!~ i'll make it up tu you.....
well there was a few irritatin ppl at the heeren there alr. i mean the 3 of us spent like 40 bucks on neoprints. den i treat em movie n duno wadeva... so yar. had fun.
haii. i hafta smiile ler. i juz can seem to smiile wholeheartedly man. i mean, i do lar, but its juz not all the time.
o.O i juz remembered a story.
but i wun say iit. cuz its not veh niice, but wadeva. guess wad. im dying. yepp.
i was listening to mi mum's car radio and i heard this song. the lyrics are like::
where do broken heats go
will they find their way home.
back to the open heart
where love is waiting there
its the chorus of the song. and i felt tt its so cool. i mean. aiiya aniithiing.
so erm. yeah. uh// help i duno wad to type.
well, 3cr's ok lar. nt tt bad cept fer that idiiotic ass wiith a biig mouth and a small braaiin and an oversiized bod.
and these few days i haf no time to accompany u and chriis fer recess and all. i'll try ok? im so so sry. i hope tt our friiendshiip will last, though we are all in different levels. lets keep thiings working again ok? i dun wan us to like become seperated. never. if not, i'll be left with onli two things to fall back on. dx, thankew lots fer cheeriin mii up. im so sry tt these
wushu gals and wushu. but now its like, i feel so unwanted? no... i feel so distanced from yuns and yumi. i duno wad happened anymore. and this yr everyone is like sec 4. another few months and we all will not see each other till like so long/ i bet i'll die next yr. i hope tt chris will stil be there.
haii im paranoid. thanks to you, hu made mii feel thiis way, unwanted and broken inside.
right now, i niid sumone to unbreak mii heart.
i'll stil wait fer you,
however long it takes.
i doubt i'l ever ever get over you
it has been years afterall.
i hafta say tt i've been wanting to get the courage to confront euu
but everytime i type the msg, it doesn't seem right for mi to do so
i reali reali niid someone now, to be my dustbin
i juz wanna dump all my feelings, emotions and thoughts away.
even if it still remains there, i'll stil feel better.
but, you are the onli one hu left the greatest scar in my heart.
i shall try to heed dx's words and forget eu//
hey wait, if it was that easy, i wuden be typing all this shit here.
bye i shall piss off and rot in one corner.
someone pls gimme a call. i reali need it very much.. im about to juz breakdown forever.
