Tuesday, February 08, 2005
wow. wad a great time i had. till those few 20 minutes when i reached home.
had chy perforence tudae. did kinda ok, buden sme parts nt so nice. but stiu. congrats everyone on e great show!~ then met our old seniors in sku, went out wif ling mei, yums, simin, rena, amanda and ah b. had loadsa fun. till 2++
den they all ;eft. so met jiayi at tm, hehe. went to play arcade, den these two gals came up and ask mi where im from. i so stunned man, den say im loacl, den they laughed and said that one of them though i was from vietnam/yun nan??? din hear the place properly. wadeva. den jaiyi was laffin at mi... so paiseh -_-"
den we go buy frenship bands den go hm.
den i step home le den go upstairs. den tt stupid woman wan mi go walk de dog, den mi bro say he walk fer mi. den i say ok, den i went back up. den she cvall mi go walk it again, so i bo bian. den the dog peed on the new carpet, den mum was pissed, den scold mi, den she ask mi why i twitched mi mouth, i never lor. wtfh. den i say nv, den she use the bundle of sticks [to sweep floor de] and whack my back den she started scolding mi n shit. im like- i nv do anithing u hit mi. den i bth, den go take plastic bad fer de dog. den idiot dad was at e altar, den i say crazy woman den he angry, den he slap mi [fine- mi fault] den he say wadeva shit, den o walk off le den he ask mi go back, cuz i said sth like thanks bro-he took the plastic fer mi- den he slap mi again. WTF i cant tahan. den like i was already vraying 5 ins when i got hm.
nw amanda, you kn ow why i dun wan go hm.
and sry fer being so stupid.
and i cun stop crying now. shit this fuckin hell place. im wanna leave it now. NOW. i hate this life. i wanna end it.
thanks weijun fer bring there fer mi. buden im sry. i mean
everyone's having a nice cny eve, and im the onli one in this whole world hu's fucked up and crying. shit lar. i cun even find sum1 to talk to. why can ani1 be here fer mi- to let mi let out all mi anger and frustration.
on top of all this shit, i gotta perform later, without noe-in wad to perform. im dead.
i wan to die and end this shiitty life. or juz gimme sum1 to talk to. i dun wanna spoil ani1's mood. i mean, it is cny afterall. haii.
Ddeath.
6:05 PM
