Sunday, March 27, 2005

bleahs. im so damn freakin sad, lovesick. oh yar. pearl, did i mention that tu eu? aniiwaes. yepp. life sucks. the onlii ups it has wad e pool and me ponning sch from tues onwards. well, it wasn't reali ponning. i was sick. till now k. n i onli haf a mc fer tuesdae? wtfh. i heck le lar... tmd. i juz feel tt everythings so farkiin wrong with mi- and everyone else. well, not everyone. and yar. well. least i gotta play pool. buden tt din yurn out as bad as i expected, it was much better.

can sumone juz hear mi? without mi telling eu anithing. tts dumb... bullshit. im bored.

well, it seems tu mi tt alotta ppl are leaving nows. o's. no time. people who they dun like bud gotta stick with. and i think this is the point in my pathetic life where im gona rot w/o anione there to care fer mi. and this is also the loody point in life where i get anit-social, depressed and therefore, leading to death.

its kinda stupid reali, buden i kip thinking, wad wud actualli happen if i die. will they care? will you cry for mi?

well, its nt gona happen in this particular life. ive got no guts. juz tt. sumtimes. i reali appreciate it when ppl juz sms eu outta the sudden and say: hey dear, how's kife? i kinda miiss eu these days.

won't eu feel touched? i noe i will. so yeah. bud its not a commercial to tel you to tell mi that you appreciate mi kiex. im juz stating sth.

it shud be under my list of likes and dislikes.

haii. its juz nice to noe tt sum1 out there appreciated eu fer hu eu are. well.

this stupid retardfed entry is juz fer mi to empty out all the crap tt has been in mi fer awhile. so ppl, iv eu see mi in sch. and i look like a zombie, i duno. juz dun care.

and die lar... wushu's nt helping mi this ime.

12:40 PM