Friday, September 09, 2005
ngee ann city.. and power ranger suits
bleahs. i can't stand my mum. oh well. ngee ann city was good (and so was the time i had before that. HUR.). we went there to perform for some lion dance finals or something, was kinda embarrassing with the power ranger suits though... so freaked that i would bumb into someone i know.. but it was fun. fun and more fun. had ang mohs taking photos of us. tourists and all. and some lion dance people were, i duno, funny. hahas. some had nice hair. and i realised that they music epople ( those who do the drumming and beat for the lion) they wear biaoyanfu... just like ours, just that theirs all look the same. in fact, they are the same. haha.
and after the whole thing. yaomin as nice enough to company me to take a cab before he met the rest. ha. and the sad thing was... when i needed a cab, none came. when i called my mum, all the cabs flowed by like no one's business. wtf. got onto the car. and all the @#&! started to come out man. anyway. this just sucks. BIG TIME. my handphone line got suspended, thanks to HER. i am not allowed out, thanks to HER. and my wushu is BANNED, thanks to HER. and if she thinks that this will make my life better, she needs a brain operation.
if every conversation we have ends up in quarrels and bad moods. and we are already not getting on well. and I WANT to get the idea across to her that the things she wants for me, are n ot the exact things i want to have. i hate, and don't want to be controlled. and its not helping by taking my phone or trainings away from me. its gonna make it wore. im not gonna talk to her. never. and guess how i gotta get my phone back. i gotta wake up at 9 every sunday MORNING and go to the temple and PRAY for forgiveness and repent. i mean. WTF. i really wanna get outta here.
and i don't even know what i did to get this shit. she was unreasonable and didn't wanna check out the truth with them. fuck man. i can handle my life, thank you very much. i want her to disappear, but if she does, haii. i'd rather be the one who disappears. anyway. dont call or sms me already. im having a hard time coping. SOS. and i can't even see him for one bloody month. and the worse thing is, his birthday and yumi's orthday is coming up. FUCK.
i so wanna get outta here. somebody help me.
9:30 PM
