Friday, September 02, 2005
wtfh
im officially pissed. with well, most of them. i doubt if they even consider me as one of them. if they don't, wtf is the collages and pics and all? they ALL watched the competition without askin me. and you know how impt the whole thing means to me. i can't belive this is it. you leaving me cuz tt a and b's more less outgoing. evern wdeva... as long as a and b, she'll go, regardless of how busy you are. other's not goiing, she dun have time. SHE asked jo go play mahjong on thurs. w/o me. wtf la. bhcc liao meh? got wad performence and im nt allowed to know. wtf man. wadever goes around tellin me not to feel left out and shit, but they dun even care, do they. all they fuckin know how to do is lip service. i don't know them anymore, especially you. even the end year trip you all did without me. wtf man. thanks ar, buddies.
i know im not supposed to be so vulgar and crude, but i guess this is the limit. i can't be fuckin bothered with you anymore. all you think of is you, you, you. what about me. HUH?! you thin i don't wanna hang out ma? you think i wanna have this fucked up life i'm having now? so what if oyu go shopping with oyur mum and sister frequently. i don't so? i guess my fashion is much MUCH better than yours. despite the pathetic clothes i have. and you, can complain to me on how i look like and all. even asking me out for lunch is a chore, and the reason? cause you have no one to go with. or i bet you'll die then to ask me. RIGHT?
im fed up with most of the things you do. i love you. but i hate the things you say and do. stop it.
if my life goes on like this, i think wushu's not an option for me anymore.
9:44 PM
