Saturday, February 11, 2006
friday. pon school again. HEH. didn't intend to sleep that night. went out. played pool, outrun, watched a movie till about 6+pm den slacked till 8+pm and went back. heh. snuck out the house at 3+am went to east coast. and guess what I FORGOT TO BRING THE DAMN DRINK that i pia-ed back to buy. omg..... so pissed. star gazed till 6+am or 7+am walked to parkway bought macs. heh. took a bus down to ps cuz i wanted to buy the drink again. and it wasnt open. sian. pia-ed down to cine to support cio. 1156 or smth. with ross( i think) and his classmate. met his mum, luther and friends there. stood there (luckily it wasn't raining or too hot) till 12 plus ba. then his batch of people went to register and was held in the holding room. he was up for 26 hours at that time and that silly thing worked before that. obviously he'd be tired. and he never eat or sleep aye. anyone would have felt very xin tong. heh. oh well. he rejected the fillet. ):
oh well. he went to the audition room at the theatre area [1085] . and was there for so damn long. and he called to say he was coming down. his mum said he sounded negative. plus, i wasn already anxious and erm, you know that kinda feeling. and he met us and looked so damn sad la. den he showed us the stupid paper. and ya, i was on the verge of tearing. ha. stupid i know. and he was like glad and all cuz his friend made it in too (x congrats to the BOTH of them, try harder kay ross? there's still next year. *i miss ritchie* anyway. so he was super glad, and his mum was like "huanyuet was here since the morning blahblah......." which was obviously like erm, singing my praises or smth, which was really sweet, but i felt abit wierd, cuz i was like there. and i hadn't had lunch and it was 3+ OMG. and he was starving and tired too. take care boy (x and erm, she was like "give her a hug la" and he was like "do you want a hug from _____________" fill in the blank. lets see how creative you all can be. and i was like "er no its okay".. and she was like "just hug la" so we did. like a friendly hug. yupp. i'm not gonna read too much into it. (x they offered to send me to bugis to meet my mum, cuz his dad just nicely ended work as well, but after the hug i was already gonna tear so i hurried away haha.
at first i kinda regretted going, feeling awkward and all. but then i realised that i'd do anything to let him know i'll always be here. even if we were just friends. lol. i'm stupid i know. but then, he kinda opened up and we kinda mouthed words and all, so it was okay la. and i am not regretting it. and i doubt i ever will.
anyway. take care loads. sleep loads. eat loads. we all love you.
this is coming from nowhere, but i miss those times.
1085 congratulations you're into the second round of singapore idol
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