Monday, February 18, 2008
this one's for daddy.
thanks for all the love you have showered upon me.
though i'm not able to spend money like the rich and i'm not the prettiest girl on earth. you'd still be there for me. giving me everything you can. nothing but the best.
but the shit i've given you, is unable to dry up your barrel of patience you have for me, the family and from work.
family man, you are. i'm damn lucky daddy. thanks for coming and making sure the environment is alright, to check out the school, and for the food i wont be able to afford with my allowance. thank ou for letting me squeeze with you and mum in the hotel room, though i had to sleep on the luggage rack, it was fun, and cosy for you were there, just 10 steps away from me. thanks for carrying all my 'singapore laksa and meesiam paste" till the train station. thanks for fixing my shoe rack, the first you've ever done.
i cried when boarding the train home. wishing it was the train heading towards tanah merah, instead it wa heading to murdoch. i cried all the way home. during which you sent me a simple sms. but to me it felt like the world, which, i dont know why, made me feel worse.
back home mummy called and asked if i was home. i just got back. and she asked if i wanted to talk to you. im sorry i said no, i was an utter mess, and i didnt want you to hear me like that, so i said no.
i want to send you off so badly tmr, but i doubt mummy'd allow me to. i'm afraid of seeing you turn you back on me. thankfully you could bear that sight from me today.
daddy i promise i'll always be your little girl. i wont forget you while i'm here. i'll get my 2 HDs just to see you again in june. i promise i'll try hard.
daddy, i love you. i truly do.
9:20 PM
