Friday, April 18, 2008

there's so much on my mind now. i need to rant. so yeah.

hmm. life's been pretty fucked this week. other then today actually. so uh here goes.

HOMESTAY IS FUCKED... angela asked me to move cuz i requested for more veggies and half the noodles. which means more washing of veggies. which supposedly makes her arm hurt. so yeah i gotta move. WTF?!?! so i am looking for a palce with percy. hopefully.

uh. got my IT results today. got uh... 15.3/20. supposed to be over 60 so originally it was uh... 46.5/60... sian Distinction nia. fuck. hope database goes okay.

life's been pretty stressful. cuz of school where more ppl are asking me qns on how to answers maths and comms and it. its madness. plus maths proj coming up. ARGH. maths test friday morn at 8.30 i'm here at 12.30.... uh. yeah...

went to the city this aftn with shane and percy to sing k and bubble tea. it was damn fun i tell you. initially it sucked. cuz no ambiance. but after that we pillow fought and shit. it was damn funny la... i enjoyed that. let off all my steam. and uh. now kevin (who has a girlfriend) after 2 days of talking to me, says love at first sight. WTFH. i mean he's nice and all. but eh. smth's wrong with ppl here. i'm not pretty. not that pretty anyway ( except to my dear YUMS) ahahaha. and i'm definitely noto slim... whatever... i'm not haughty and shit. i jst fnd it weird. yeah its ncie to know that you are kinda uh. sought after. but eh. abit too much la. attatched leh. i'm turning into a mean, plastic slut.

and uh. i got 2 job offers now. dominos pizza @.@ and some jap cafeteria or smth. so yeah... at least i got 1 thing done. FINDING A HOUSE NOW... D=

im just so tired. i dont wanna go to school. i dont wanna wake up at 1.5hrs prior to school start cuz i have to dress up and look okay and stuff. i dont wanna be alone with all my beloved friends and family back home. i dont wanna sit here doing nothing. i dont wanna miss this horrid feeling of playing with mingming and nicole. i dont wanna sit here and not train with wushu ppl in sg...

its crazy. is it that hard to find a nice guy, fredrick? HAHAHAHA....

and kenneth's a great friend.

gotta know fiona(comms class) and she's nice. well. unexpectedly outwardly nice. I GOT MEMOIRS OF THE GEISHA. ahhahaha. damn happy

wells. test tmr. work tmr. its far but at least i got transport. HOPEFULLY potluck at my simpang bedok neighbour's place sat and 1st outing with jingwu ppl. and uh. yeah outing with my housemate(for now). and uh. i'm so shagged. but i still dont wanna stay home. i think i'm crazy.

and jerome. cheer up. it wasnt your fault okay? anyone couldve missed that shot. you're just down on your luck. things will be okay soon... (: i hope.

and doreen. YOU MIA-ING!!!!

and yeah. called the cchs and vj ppl that day. oh wait i think i've alr mentioned that. SEE!!! see how much i miss em. haii. gan sian.

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