Saturday, March 28, 2009
my life's a mess.
school's crazy!! like assignments due every 5 days, major essay drafts and research. its killing! and i can't even find a proper way to release all that shit in me. its like constipation, just that the stress replaces the shit factor, which kinda makes it not-so-gross...
which brings me to the fact about a complain i heard..
everyone loves being in a relationship, but yet its so scary, especially when you don't know what he's thinking all the time! when you need him, he's not there. and you probably by now already realised that he either has very very good female friend(S) or you're unsure that he's so cheating on you. AI. life. so thats the insecurity factor. and then there's the friends. AH. major love-snatchers... ever happens that he says 'i just want some time on my own... and just me and my friends... " wow asshole, what do you want a girlfriend for?!?! when you don't go out on dates-->just the two of you alone! and when you don't remember the date you got together! and you don't do things that boyfriends do aka surprise her with small presents/shit... what happened to the you when you were going after her?? the sweet talks, the sweet things you did. where has it all gone? just becuase you're in a relationship you don't treat thte girlfriend as 'oh, ya, i miss you'... thanks for being an asshole.
i mean what is wrong with you? she's hot (to me lah), or even if she's just pretty. well i know she's smart, definitely! and she's giving you her all. and you aren't treating her the way she deserves it okay? and she's under all the stress from school! you better cherish her before she decides that there's someone out there who'll treat her like a princess!
and everytime you wanna put it down you can't. because the second you think about it, in the same second, you already start missing him. hmmm...
so think to yourself and say, he babe, why settle for less, when you know there's someone out there who will give you his heart and soul?
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so anyway, school's calling, gotta go work on my accounting test on tuesday, haii, bbye
2:49 PM
