Sunday, December 06, 2009
Life has its ups and downs, its really a roller coaster ride with many different cabins. What happens if the thrill i experienced in a cabin has worn off?
Sitting in that same cabin for the past eight months has brought me a mixture of emotions. I was happy, anry, sad, filled with anticipation, bored, disapointed, and maybe even a tinge of love.
However, the past weeks were confusing. Because i met him. We all met him, and we started talking.
I started working two weeks ago, boyfriend left for HK on monday. His absence was very disturbing immediately. I felt alone, miserable, upset. However, he made me feel so much better. joking with and all.
I want to go for the next cabin, but the memories on the last cabin were so much to think about that i don;t knw what to do.
The next cabin's perfect, although it may be slightly older, but it seems perfect. Much more perfect than the current one. It looks so happy, likeable, people friendly and it gives us that fuzzy feeling in my stomach.
What if i'm in love with someone else?
3:49 PM
